My love for you stays the same
Hi babyboo, thank you for everything. Thank you for at least in our relationship, you hold on for me for almost a year. Though you decided to shut down everything because your limit has reached, and you promised yourself to focus more to your family and studies, I won’t give up. I do understand. What you chose was clearer now. And honestly, I am guilty of what I brought to your life that instead of cheering you up, it turned out to be the other way around. I am sorry I pressured you. Sorry for being demanding. I did say i’m setting you free but deep down in my heart, I am still continue to fight for it. I am not saying for you to fight back since you had enough, I just want you to know that I am still here for you until you will be totally okay. And even if you’ll tell me you don’t want me anymore, I know you still need someone specially today. Actually I don’t know what urges me not to give up. Perhaps I am a blessing in disguise? But don’t worry my loves, I still and will fight for the Love that we shared as long as I can still hold on. As long as you still don’t have someone else, I am still constantly besides you, constructively. I’ll make you as one of my inspirations and I will always remember those good times we had. And yes, I will wear the necklace you gave to me to remind me that I am here to help you out. You can make it through. These are just trials, you can reach your goals. But don’t worry, I am still praying that our paths will cross again. I AM STILL PATIENTLY WAITING. AND I KNOW IT’S ALL WORTH THE WAIT :’)
I LOVE YOU.
The Love was perfect but never the timing
LDR. that wasn’t easy, that was waywaywatoo complicated. I thought we can make it but it turned out to be just like everyone else who fought for love but ended up broken. We proved them right. We let it go. We gave up too soon.
How I wished there could still be time that fixes us but to be honest, there would never be.
We’re unlucky to be at this pace. We’re unfortunate.
There’s no party. You loved me, you understand me and we never fall out of love.
They say that when you love someone, you find time for it. But why can’t you? Pressured too much as the sem’s at its final count down?
Why can’t you alot your time for me? I didn’t ask for 24 hours. I only needed you when I feel so lonely that’s all I demanded.
I already tried to understand you all the time. But you still wasted and failed almost everything You still wanted to react only after you’re done with all academic stuff? Or let’s say after you graduated? Really?
You’re just an inextricably apathetic.
But then we decided this based from our temporary feelings.
You’ll regret it you gave up. I’ll regret I chose it this way. We may say the contrary but we are just an incredulously child-like person
I still love you but goodbye, for now. Thanks
There it goes :)
This is a tumblr so I am allowed to say whatever words I want to put. right? Dont worry I choose the appropriate words for this. Anyway, this is an obligation post so no pun intention here. I just want to clarify things.
I post tweets, statuses and photos(?) not because I wanted to let that person sees whatever blabbing words I say. It is just a rant and I use twitter, which is the most active SNS I have, as a substitute of my diary (I blame technology for this lol). I am prolly not making my social networking sites as bridges to say something instead of directly talk to a person (not considering what I was before, a year ago) if I don’t think that person is talking about me, why would I start the fire? And if ever it happens that it might be you, just don’t take it seriously because I do not hold grudges. It’s just there are things that are misinterpreted such that it leads to me being misjudged. But it’s okay I don’t pleased everyone here.
Secondly, It’s just so disappointing that a person I used to be for the first half of the sem. didn’t feel the same way. I honestly don’t want to overthink it because maybe he/ she treats me just like an ordinary friend that’s why lately, I sorround myself with happy people to make that pondering voidable. Actually, I am just confused but that’s it. No need some branching of negative words to stone him/her. If that person doesn’t seemed satistfied my accompaniment then I consider it as an acceptable reason. Just don’t make me as a substitute in case you’re usual buddy is not going with you for that day. Still I consider you as my buddy, no hatred. :)
Lastly, If I don’t like you (not really your totality but maybe an attitude of yours), it’s either I’ll stay away from you or just keep silent and instead, looking the positive side of yours so I can’t totally hate you. I don’t want to be plastic. I’ve already done that and it sucks being with someone I hate. If you don’t like a person, you never say it to someone who you barely know about the things which you don’t like about that person. Would you? You say it to a person who’s close to you because you just want to release everything that’s why we call them close friends. But don’t worry. I don’t hate someone. And I know not everyone likes me the way I act that’s why it would be unfair if I won’t accept that I never did something bad to someone. nobody’s perfect.
The bottom line of everything is that I humbly apologize for unintentionlly hitting people.
Yes I lower down my pride since my goal for this year is to keep the good vibes flowing through me. And I am still experimenting something which I am positively working that it will be a success one. So that’s it! CIAO! :)
Love isn’t about
fucking each other
at any opportunity.
It also isn’t about
how many months
that you’ve been together.
love is about
being able to see light
inside of the person
who knows nothing